happy aidiladha peeps

selamat hari raya aidiladha semua.. :D

sayu gila dengar takbir dari petang tadi until now..

first time raya di perantauan..

it will be a very priceless memory for me..

takbir raya yg tak henti-henti sampai aku rasa macam celebrate raya aidilfitri..~

sayu hati... :(

for the first time..

there is NO rendang and ketupat..
or even any simple dishes..

*sigh*

before this pernah je celebrate raya haji dekat matrik..

but at least i still feel aidiladha sebab sibuk tolong masak semua dekat surau..

ohh yeah...

jakun gila sebab kambing and lembu di merata-rata tempat..

sampai aku rasa bau kambing di mana-mana..

maybe ni rasanya sambut raya aidiladha di jakarta..

by the way i do planned untuk semayang raya tomorrow..

maybe for the first and the last at here.. maybe..~

but until now...

i still cant sleep..

its almost 2 a.m now..

already try and counting berapa juta kambing dah kot

but i still cant fall asleep..

actually i just received a bad new about my grandpa's condition this evening..

im not ready for any kind of losing..

please pray for him..

semoga dia mampu bertahan..

:: kuatkan semangat aku ya ALLAH ::